Just to make things clear, Project Shine is a 2 year project and practically 1 and the half years long.
Well, I can let you say what you want to say and our ears can fill us without (:
In case this website is on your top sites that you visit most frequently, I think you had better block it before you become too obssesed. And you’d suffer some consequences that a welfare sec can and will do, for the benefit of your welfare.
part of me wants to escape from this harsh reality, part of me wants to continue living this dream.
Though things start to turn out right, some things just really isn’t right. Some thing in me seems to generate a whole big great wave that wants to eat me up whole. Well, my life is kinda like a shell on a rocky shore, so insignificant and small, yet I encompass life. I show love, care, protection- and with all the comments that hurt one so, I am not affected, like a shell – so hard, and I can take all these hardships. I’m a shell, you can’t bring me down. No wait, this shell is stronger than a stone, you can’t step me, and this shell’s harden up into something greater- you can’t destroy me, you can’t stop me.
So I’m drinking down a truckload-ful of love, and drown in this hard life I am in. But I’m sure, people who does bad things onto others, suffer a worse life, probably not now, well- it’d probably slap you in your face. Wake up, bumble bee.
Well, you’re not getting on any of my nerves, I’ve let them all loose. You can try to pluck these strings of anxiety, and it’s never gonna work ANYMORE.
Here’s a little positivity, taking the wheel.
Do you remember we were sitting there by the water
You put your arms around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man’s careful daughter
You’re the best thing that’s ever been mine
I haven’t got much time to breathe, and I’m still here spilling out beans. My schedule is not packed, yet I’m still stressed out. I’m resisting the urge to pull out my hair. On occasions like this where I have packed events from 11-13 August, with hardly any space for a breath that I can catch.
My heart is calm on the outside, yet caging up all the disasters that are about to tear it apart. My feelings aren’t right, especially when I feel so numb after all these work, or that love was never a thing for me. I don’t give a care anymore, I want to write a song about you so I can dance to the tune, instead of thinking of you.
Once this post comes to the last full-stop, which won’t be very far off from here, I’m gonna have to do many things. It’s like a flight race against time, yet I’m moving at the speed of a hare against light.
I was careless with my heart
To even let you get in without realizing
Now it’s hurting me
Well, gives me an inspiration to write a dance song with a title “Careless”. Let’s see how far this inspiration carries me to.