I have gone through a series of lows and highs in Hawaii. It’s like a freefall, I can fall if I want to, and I can get up when I need to. I have to make a serious decision soon, which changes almost my whole life– to deal with my past err, or stay away from it. Walking away could be an escape, I’m not here to stay to give my whole heart to charity and let it break again. This past mistake I made, this road that went wrong for me has to still move on and along with me. Nevertheless, Hawaii has been a life-changing trip for me. It has made me think through seriously, like where do I go from here. Where?! Where? When the competition ended, it’s like all tumbling down for me- my only motivation has been fulfilled, my hands are empty and are shaking.
Well, let’s just drown ourselves in Starbucks and think through. Enough of this shit load of swagger right in front. Reflective mood just sinks me down when I blog, cause this is a purpose of a blog! Let’s blog fun shit right here. The main purpose of this title is also because I’m drowning myself in thoughts and starbucks and in Hawaii, it was the first time Joseph has drank a cup of starbucks. Buying converse shoes at cheap prices was a great deal in this trip, getting gold was a great experience in this trip, the bonding was priceless in this trip.
Not only did this trip bring joy, laughter, fun, downs, tears to me, it has taught me alot. (Y) The disco dance after dinner was wonderful as well, going crazy, letting everything go and screaming, jumping, rocking Woah. Wonderful experience. I’ve never gone that insane before, it was simply like being high on drugs and by going under the speakers that were blasting with TiK ToK, Just Dance, Mornin’ After Dark, Party in the USA, YMCA, was a hell load of deafness. Kaicheng was screaming in my face with all the lyrics of the songs that he knew, especially Jai Ho! HAHA It was really really a great experience.
Getting great comments and standing ovation from the audience after we played our Machu Picchu was wonderful. Although I had regrets for my last finger on my clarinet was unable to play the running notes at the back properly, it was satisfying. This experience is one I will never forget, this memory, this piece would never be forgotten. This legacy that we left behind after 10 years, after Mr Darence Leng came over and took the band in barely less than 3 years, our gold with honors in SYF 09, our gold in Hawaii 10, our sweat, hardwork, perspiration highlights our potential, our capibilities, our power. Here goes nothing! YAY WOOHOO BOOM!
So, starbucks for your thoughts?
Hawaii has a hell load of swagger.
Join our facebook group (Y). Click on the picture/banner above this bunch of text to join our facebook group! Project Shine is roaring in flames, and ready to storm this city :P on a side note, I am going to Hawaii on Saturday. , with completely no strings attached.
Now, let’s just get my life back on the track. With most of my homework completed, I shall just get back to packing my luggage.
As a person who is kinda emotional when it gets close to feelings, romance, love, and as a person who gets affected by emotions to write music, I really do love a quote by Taylor Swift which was featured in today’s newspaper.
I like to categorize the various levels of heartbreak.
I’ve only had that happen once.
A letdown is worth a few songs.
A heartbreak is worth a few albums.
This is making me think through if I should learn to fall in love, get love, shower love, give whatever I have (and more) in this love, then get a heartbreak or a letdown… This would help me greatly in writing of heartbreak songs, give me the emotion to write songs, get inspirations.
Well, if you are a heartbreaker, please tell me.