that really had me going.
There’s been a lot on my mind, that I don’t really know where to start to, or where I can even end. My troubles come in a bundle, a stack, a pile- it just does not seem as right as where I started out from. Even my feelings, my emotions, don’t feel well or even stable. I’m on the verge of cracking, I need to escape for now. (but I can’t). Look at my predicament, what I’ve got myself into, I’m so darn tired thinking on my feet, outwitting and doing whatever that is not even within my means. I’ve been drilling myself with every possibility of any advancement of this project, and my heart’s just feeling empty. Empty, i say, empty. Isn’t service-learning about serving others, to be friends with the target you are outreaching to, to make them feel that they are a part of you, that they smile when you’re there, and you’re indispensable to them- you’re their big brother. Isn’t it supposed to be that way, instead of fund-raising, fund-raising? Does this even help them AT ALL? Our project has touched many hearts of the children, and I’m confident that we’re doing a great job.
Grand Finals or not, I love my service that I’m giving the children, I’m even gonna continue till JC. These two years of learning and having fun with the children are precious to me, too precious to even forget. The laughter on their faces, the joy we had with them. The learning experience as a whole for our service-learning was great, and beneficial to me. This project is one started by us, and one that would be continued by others, to breathe life into this project, to outreach to more students, and more volunteers like this will allow our project to continue.
In our unique shining lights, we shine.